I've been practicing in different physical spaces the last few days and am finding the spaces or objects within them speaking to me of "wide." This thought of wide has not been from my actively directing my thinking via Alexander Technique but just arising from the environment in which I am playing.
El's Hermitage, I notice a Buddha carved from wood on the shelf, in a seated position with shoulders that were just wide. Not stretched, not out of
proportion just wide. I paused to observe this, allowing this statue to
inform me. The space itself was adequate; not large by any means, just
enough. As I noticed this Buddha again, I saw the "forward & up"
of his being. Perhaps my first AT lesson from a statue.
the home of another friend I was provided with an empty room to
practice within. A carpet covering most of the wood floor and two
windows with shades. At one point, I noticed how wide the window was
that I was facing. Another piece of wood inviting me to allow my
shoulders to be wide; which spread to my feet and my right hand. No need to fix nor hold
any of the muscles in my body. Allow the neck to be free, and all of
me to be long & wide. As I worked with a slow melodic phrase, I
noticed how I could allow the rests between the notes to also "be
wide." No need to rush the next note, allow the space between notes to be as wide as needed, just as I can allow my back and shoulders to be wide.
The seeds of AT have been planted, nourished and arise in various ways. Where will the next noticing arrive from?